(Episode 29)
You locked me up...
in a dark storage room...
and didn't even give me food.
Do you know how scared I was?
"What if he forgets about me and leaves me here?"
And my mind went blank because I was starving.
I was so scared that I thought I might die.
That's when I became claustrophobic.
I was only in fifth grade back then.
I was 12 years old.
Forget it.
We're not biological brothers anyway.
Did you forget?
You beat me and scolded me when I was young...
because I'd always wet the bed.
You didn't even help me study,
and you always made me do household chores.
And you always treated her better than me.
You are the one...
who ruined my life.
You always used me as your emotional outlet.
I can't give you my liver.
Even if I had 12 livers.
As you know, Poong Sang has liver cancer.
Thankfully, he can live if he gets a transplant.
But he doesn't have a lot of time.
I asked you to all gather around...
because we are family.
Only his family...
can save his life.
No one can be strong all alone.
We must support each other.
We can see how true the family is...
when there comes a crisis.
Keep it short.
For now, Hwa Sang and I passed the test...
as a match with Poong Sang.
Is this a test? Why do we need to pass?
If you and I give him our liver together,
we can save him.
A liver isn't a rice cake. You can't split it.
- You can do it alone. - If I could do it alone,
- I would have already. - He didn't...
say anything to the three stupid ones.
He only told the high and mighty Jeong Sang.
That means we aren't even siblings to him.
How dare he ask us?
He didn't tell me.
I just figured it out.
So you can take care of him by yourself.
It's not that I don't want to give up my liver.
I'm infuriated.
It's infuriating that you looked down on me...
to the very end.
You must have thought I'm a total joke...
to fool me completely...
and get me tested.
Am I an animal?
You should have told me, you brat!
Why did you treat my body...
as if it's yours?
I understand, Hwa Sang.
I would feel angry too. But...
we have no time to nitpick over this.
Hwa Sang, please save your brother.
There are other families...
who want to donate but are unable to.
You are not related by blood. Stay out of this.
If you can't do it,
- then Jin Sang... - I would have...
stepped up first only if he hadn't...
locked me up in a mental hospital.
How dare he pick me out...
as a prime donor without asking me?
He sent you...
to a mental hospital to help you.
You were only focused on killing that man.
You still had so much debt,
but you weren't coming to your senses.
He had no choice.
I just can't get through to you.
We can talk about that later.
Let's focus on saving him first.
He did good things too.
Stop focusing on the bad things.
You should think...
about how he strived to raise you all.
Even after finding out about his cancer,
he couldn't bring it up...
and kept it to himself.
I'm the one who asked you for your liver.
You should've just asked about saving him.
How dare you...
try to bribe me?
As if I'm not a real, close sibling to you.
I was afraid you'd say no.
But we still bonded and opened up.
You're still not coming to your senses.
I take back everything I said back then.
Let's not argue over his life.
Either you, Jin Sang, gets a checkup...
or we donate our livers.
We have to decide now.
I'm out.
I've never benefited,
and he always looked down on me.
And I even have burn scar on my chest!
How could you tell me to go under the knife?
What does that scar have to do with this?
You wench.
- Goodness! - Stop it.
Talk it out.
How can I beat her that way?
Please stop!
Please save him.
I beg you.
Hey.
What a waste.
I can't do anything...
about the food you treated me,
so take this, you witch.
Please stop!
Then please find Wae Sang for us.
Don't you dare touch him!
He won't agree to this.
He was taken to an orphanage.
He'd always wet his bed...
and cry after dreaming of nightmares.
The day he was sent there,
he ran away, crying.
He was only six.
Did you see Poong Sang's hands?
Did you?
I decided to marry him because of his hands.
Those hands spoke for him...
about all the hardships he went through...
and about how hard he worked.
Did his hands mean nothing to you?
Because of the dark oil stains,
he can't show his hands to others.
Even his daughter scolds him for that.
He sacrificed his entire life for you guys.
You keep talking...
about how upset you are at him.
But when you were 12,
he was only 17.
And he was only 18 when he fed...
and raised Wae Sang.
What did you expect from a boy?
What are you so upset about?
Of course, he couldn't raise you...
like the other parents.
Are you his spokesperson?
You're just trying to get our livers!
You're all too harsh.
Honestly speaking,
if it weren't for his siblings,
he would've never gotten sick.
You two were the worst!
You're the one who tortured him.
You'd always nag at him.
He's sick because of you, not us!
You can donate it then.
You lunatics.
Save him.
Give him your livers this instant!
He sacrificed everything for you.
Even if you don't mean it,
can't you say that you'd donate?
You guys should be arguing about who'd donate.
How could you be like this?
You're evil.
I know you're just full of excuses.
If you had truly wanted to donate,
you would've done it at all costs.
You're just dying not to give it.
You probably made up fake excuses as well.
Hey, watch what you say.
He would've had many kids,
gone on trips abroad,
and lived a great life.
He sacrificed so much for you all,
but how could you be like this?
Don't fight because of me.
I won't accept your livers.
I refuse.
I'll take care of my business,
so don't worry.
You should go.
Jin Sang. Hwa Sang.
You should go as well.
Let's talk again later, Boon Sil.
How could they?
Wae Sang isn't even picking up.
How could all your siblings be like that?
Are you sure...
that they are your precious siblings?
You said they'd do anything for you.
From middle school up until now,
you've been sacrificing for 30 years for them.
Is this what you get in return?
They say you shouldn't raise someone else's kid.
You sacrificed more than...
your own parents would have.
And is this all you get?
What's wrong, Poong Sang?
Why did you live that way?
What are you doing?
I'm sleepy.
Can you sleep in this state?
Yes, I can.
Can you leave?
They only talked about what they went through.
They blame you for everything.
They say you scolded, starved, and hit them.
Why do they only remember those things?
Aren't you even upset?
I'm way past furious,
so why aren't you?
Honey, please go out.
I want...
to be alone.
What is this? I feel terrible.
I regret it.
I feel guilty.
I feel like a sinner.
This is frustrating.
Why did he have to get sick?
I feel like a creditor.
What will you do?
I'm too upset to donate.
And I don't want to see Jeong Sang relieved.
How could he only talk to her?
He should've told me.
Right?
You're right.
Had he not betrayed me, I wouldn't be like this.
What if they ask Wae Sang?
No way!
If they do that, I won't let them slide.
I'm so upset.
How could they be like that?
Our family was a mess,
but I thought we truly cared about each other.
We learned about it in psychiatry.
What one experiences in his or her younger days,
whether it be pain or happiness,
lasts a lifetime.
It could've traumatized them.
Are you saying it's Poong Sang's fault?
Since you were the most admired and loved,
you may not understand.
I'm still having conflicts with my mother...
because of our pasts.
I once told her about it, but she told me...
something completely different.
I couldn't believe how different her memory was.
Give them some time.
They might have a change of heart.
Yes, Father.
Why haven't you visited me...
ever since you went to the police station?
You haven't called either.
Why did they call you?
Are those siblings in trouble?
I'll tell you at home.
Goodbye.
I'll make some food before I go to visit Father.
Don't tell Joong Yi.
I won't.
Your father as well.
All right.
Televisions, computers,
Stereos...
Cook something, will you?
I'm starving here.
I might as well just starve to death.
Why are you packing?
I'm going back for the time being.
Are you getting back together?
Didn't you say that it was completely over?
Why are you going back?
What's wrong?
Did you fight?
No.
What should I do?
He...
He has liver cancer.
What?
He has liver cancer.
Wait. So are you going there...
to take care of him?
Then what?
He has nothing to do with you anymore.
You've divorced.
He's Joong Yi's father.
And we haven't stamped it yet.
We only handed in the papers.
That's the same.
Tell his siblings to take care of him.
That's what siblings are for.
They're all refusing to help.
I should be there for him.
I pity him.
I pity you more.
You barely made it out alive,
and yet, you're going back?
It's not easy to take care of a sick person.
You don't know since you haven't tried it.
I won't let you go.
Father.
Let go.
- Let go. - Father.
- Hey. - What are you doing?
It's nothing.
Shouldn't you be at the academy now?
I'm leaving now.
Boon Sil.
Boon Sil. Boon Sil.
Boon Sil.
Don't do this.
The last bus will be here soon.
He's waiting for me.
Why are you doing this...
when you've divorced?
He got divorced on purpose.
He didn't want the creditors coming.
He didn't want me to bear the burden.
He did it...
for my sake.
Even after his diagnosis,
he didn't tell me about it.
That's the type of person he is.
We may have fought a lot,
but we've lived together for 18 years.
No child can take care of their ill parents.
The same goes for married couples.
I know.
But it'll kill me if I don't go.
- Goodness. - I'm sorry.
It's your life!
I don't care!
Gosh, I'm irritated.
Wait!
Hwa Sang!
Jin Sang!
Whenever I hear an ambulance,
my heart sinks, and I get teary-eyed.
It's not easy to take care of a sick person.
You have no idea.
You become a patient as well.
If you're not ready for it,
don't go.
Why are you out in the cold?
I thought you weren't coming.
I thought you wouldn't return.
Why wouldn't I?
Because we are strangers now.
No one would've judged you even if you hadn't come.
I'm good as dead now.
I'll only burden you.
You have every right to just leave me.
Why would I leave you?
You're still useful.
You're ice cold.
Did you think I had left you?
Is that why you sat here...
and waited in the cold for me?
I was busy, so I missed the last bus.
Let's go inside. I bought some groceries.
You didn't tell Joong Yi, right?
I'll tell her after you get your transplant.
I only told my father.
You shouldn't have.
What did he say?
He's worried about you.
He hopes you'll recover.
Wae Sang.
Please call me if you get this.
I have something I need to tell you.
It's about Poong Sang.
Please call me.
(Voice Mail)
(24 Sauna)
We're almost there.
It's over there.
- Go. - By myself?
What about you?
Let's live here together.
We can live with my grandma.
I told you it'll never be you.
Then who'll raise the baby?
- I will. - How will you?
I'll worry about that.
This is my new number.
Don't tell my family my number even if they ask.
I'll send you money, so don't worry.
Bye.
Han Bang.
Tell Daddy...
to come home soon...
because you'll be waiting.
Wae Sang!
You have to come back, okay?
I'll be waiting!
Sir, the chairman is waiting for you.
Since you don't want to take care of a club,
I've assigned you to this place.
Take care of the boys.
Also,
make sure you take care of that container.
The others are eyeing this dock.
You know that, right?
All right, then.
Are you going out?
To go for a walk.
Be careful.
Call me if anything happens.
Don't feel so bitter about your brother.
I'm sorry that I was mean to you too.
It's just that I thought we were too close.
I wasn't mean to you because I hated you.
You set me up with him, remember?
I absolutely regret that.
I will make any wish that you have come true.
Could you please get tested?
If you are not found as his match,
then you would feel that the burden is lifted.
And you can keep a clear conscience.
I have nothing on my conscience regarding him.
Don't say like I'm a bad brother to him.
Is there a law that says...
I must give him my liver at his request?
It was my mistake.
Jin Sang, you know that he adores you...
and thinks of you more than his other siblings.
Adores me and thinks of me?
Just be quiet if you don't know the truth.
How much will you regret this...
if something bad happens to him?
Do you want your sisters...
who have smaller livers to do this?
You can do this with your big liver, then.
I know that...
he pocketed money through you.
Pocketed what money?
Jin Sang, forget about everything else.
Why should you hate and not forgive...
a dying man?
It'll be all over once he's dead.
This is between Poong Sang and me.
You stay out of this.
You don't even know what's going on.
If you need money, I'll give you money.
How much can you give me?
Can you give me a million dollars?
What?
What do you take me for?
I don't sell my liver for money.
- Goodness. - My goodness.
What's wrong, Mom?
(Chil Bok's Grocery Store)
Hey.
Hey!
It's not good for your liver.
I shouldn't say anything as I am not involved,
but shouldn't you at least get tested as she asked?
Be quiet.
Boon Sil is probably heartbroken.
You shouldn't be like this, Jin Sang.
Since he brought you up with everything he has,
you should run over...
and offer him your liver first,
taking the lead.
How can you act like a stranger?
This is exactly why you shouldn't help people.
- Mom. - I know.
One's life is the most precious.
It's not easy for a family member to give it up.
But Poong Sang isn't just a family member.
He lived like your parent although he isn't.
It's easy for you to say because you're a stranger.
I don't know about your other siblings,
but you of all people should be good to him.
Poong Sang worked hard to pay your gambling debt...
Be quiet if you don't know everything.
What don't I know?
I can see right through you and your siblings,
right through your hole even to your organs.
Mom.
You've never seen anything through my hole.
It's as if I have.
You're taking things too far.
You've seen my hole, but not his.
What will you do if Poong Sang dies?
That's enough.
I'm sure there is a story that we do not know of.
A story? My foot.
You need to save him first.
How can you be like this as his brother?
- Chil Bok. - Mom.
You should be getting your siblings together...
to talk about who will give him their liver,
who will look after him in the hospital,
and how you guys will pay for the expenses.
You should be discussing such things with them now.
Poong Sang stays quiet because he's nice.
If I were him, I would beat you to death.
Of course, I would.
Then you can give him your liver.
Just let it slide.
Although it's quite true.
Where did Hwa Sang go?
I heard she left home.
Did she go back to her ex-husband?
Why do you stay at a sauna when you have a home?
Come back home, Hwa Sang.
I can't because I'm too scared.
What if you take my liver without telling me?
Don't say like that.
Eat up, Hwa Sang.
Now you're...
treating me differently.
Hwa Sang.
I'm not doing this for my benefit.
I understand that your feelings were hurt.
And how she didn't say anything to you?
That would make me angry too.
Still, we have to let him live first.
If I give it to him, he should be thankful.
Even if I choose not to, that's my decision.
Don't make me look like a sinner.
This is getting annoying!
You are really awful.
Then you can give it to him.
You can do that.
You will be cursed.
Yes, I will get cursed.
If Poong Sang had told me,
I would have volunteered to get tested.
How can he betray me like this...
with Jeong Sang?
How does he call himself my brother?
He didn't know either.
Do you believe that?
He's been like that since when we were young.
They would take a side...
and break my heart.
What was that?
Something deprivation.
Comparative deprivation.
Yes, that one!
Do you know how miserable...
that makes me feel?
Try to put yourself in my shoes.
If I fall ill,
do you think he will give me his liver?
Of course, he will.
He would give it to Jeong Sang!
He would give it to her immediately,
saying that she is our family's pride.
Don't ever call me again.
Hwa Sang.
(Episode 30)
Mom!
Are you going on a trip?
A trip? No.
We're not in a situation to do that.
I came to stay with you for a while.
You can't stay with me in that tiny room.
Did he come back?
He's still out of his mind.
He came back after what Wae Sang did?
Don't take him back.
Why would you take a guy like him back?
Don't talk about him like that.
He's still a man that lives with me.
Sometimes he can go a little crazy,
but otherwise, he's a good guy.
Women always say that.
"Everything is great about him, but this one thing."
What about you?
Did Wae Sang say anything to you?
Like what?
Never mind, then.
I have to tell you something.
Let's go somewhere.
It's about time that he came back.
You can tell me here.
Well.
It's Poong Sang.
Don't even bring him up.
He may be my son, but I despise him.
Honey, okay.
- Go, now. - Why are you so worried?
You were like that before too.
Before? When?
When I went to see you as a little kid,
you kicked me out at the door.
Although you were with a different guy.
Do you have to worry about seeing your kid?
Why do you care if I get worried? It's my life.
Will you take care of me if I get ill?
Other people I know live off their kids.
Why am I so unlucky?
Are you blaming us?
Isn't it true?
Mom, you haven't changed.
Have you ever given me a warm hug?
Have you ever made me a warm meal?
You always come to me when you need money.
You're barely a mother.
I won't ever come back.
Don't come back.
Heung Man.
I told you not to come.
I had nowhere else to go.
I beat him up.
I won't ever see him again.
I'll make you some ramyeon.
Let's go inside.
I even bought tangerines. You love them.
Go.
Nothing works out when I'm with you.
I hurt my leg while I was with you.
And I even went to jail while I was with you.
My life got ruined because of you.
The skies have practically cursed our relationship.
I don't ever want to see you again.
But...
we still loved each other.
Love?
Cut the nonsense.
I never once loved you.
Hwa Sang.
Where were you?
Do you know how worried I was?
What's wrong with you? You should've called me.
Why?
You're not my boyfriend.
We're awfully close.
- We even kissed... - Hey.
I can kiss everyone and anyone.
What's the big deal about a kiss?
This is why nothing works out for you.
That's not what I meant. You have nowhere to go.
You should also stay at my place.
You only have one room.
Jin Sang and I can go sleep at a dry sauna.
You can sleep in that room with my mom.
Do you want her to bleed me dry?
Then do you want to go to a dry sauna?
Do you have money?
Yes.
My mom asked me to get 300 dollars from someone.
Let's go. I'll take you to the dry sauna.
I don't want to go to a dry sauna.
I want to go there.
Come in.
You've never been to a motel...
with a girl before, have you?
What are you talking about?
I've been to motels often.
Stop lying.
You're shaking like a puppy.
It's because I'm cold.
I need to go to the bathroom.
Here.
Okay.
Should I turn the lights off?
No.
Look.
Look at me.
No, not my eyes. Look at my chest.
Isn't it disgusting?
When did this happen?
Why did this happen?
I spilled ramyeon on myself when I was young.
All the other guys cursed and ran away.
It must've hurt so much.
Hey, why would you cry over something like this?
- Turn off the lights. - No.
I'll just go.
Make sure you lock the door before you sleep.
And call me if you need anything.
Hey, Chil Bok!
(Jinsung Electronics, Kim Joon Il)
(Lee Jeong Sang)
You're here.
Congratulations.
Sir, it has begun.
Why did you bring so many stuff?
It's like my mom came.
What were you doing?
I was waiting for you after you called.
I knew it.
Doesn't your husband complain?
We're both similar.
We have the same taste in food.
Just food?
How specific do you want me to get?
Where's your husband?
He's on call today.
Just a second.
Hey.
I think Wae Sang changed his phone number.
His old number no longer exists.
I don't think he'll easily come back...
knowing how he is.
He never looks back.
No, Sim Ran can't get a hold of him either.
Okay.
Is your younger brother's name...
Wae Sang?
Yes. His name's a little weird, isn't it?
All our siblings have weird names.
How old is he?
He's 29.
He left home after he fought with Poong Sang,
and we can't get a hold of him.
The number you have dialed does not exist.
Please check the number and call again.
(Find Wae Sang)
Hello.
You know me, right?
How did you find my house?
Someone told me where you lived.
Are you keeping in touch with Wae Sang?
After that day, I never met him,
and I never contacted him either.
I'm very sorry for what happened that day.
If you ever get a hold of him,
please tell him to call me.
Please do me a favor. Bye, then.
(Detective Agency)
Please don't tell anyone.
Can you please let me meet Wae Sang?
He didn't come here.
I'm begging you, sir.
Gosh, I really don't know where he is.
Then...
can you at least give him this?
Sure.
Bye, then.
(To Wae Sang)
Do you feel sick?
I think I'm just exhausted.
I think you have a fever.
Let's go to the hospital.
I don't want to go to the hospital.
I'll be fine after I take a nap.
Jeong Sang.
Let's go!
1, 2, 3, 4
He should start getting chemotherapy.
And there are other ways to treat him,
so I'm going to try different things.
Don't worry too much.
Thank you. Be careful on your way home.
Call me right away if anything happens.
See you, Boon Sil.
You should call him one day...
and console him...
instead of blaming everything on him.
I'm not good at consoling people.
Yes, I know.
Consoling someone is the hardest thing to do.
I feel so sorry for him.
He's probably more upset about...
getting betrayed by his siblings...
more than the fact that he has liver cancer.
He believed that you guys would...
willingly do anything for him...
if he told you guys that he's sick.
Getting neglected by his siblings was probably...
scarier for him...
than hearing that he had liver cancer.
He doesn't even tell me how he feels.
And he cries without even making a sound.
He's been lying sick like an animal for days.
They say animals suffer alone when they're sick...
and come back out when they feel better.
That's exactly what Poong Sang is doing.
Hello?
The police station?
Hello? I'm speaking on behalf of Lee Poong Sang.
Why is he getting a call from the police station?
Okay.
What's the issue?
The creditors.
I'll go talk to them.
I know he hid the money somewhere.
And who knows? He might not have liver cancer.
I'm sure he wouldn't lie about something like that.
Please give him some time.
I'm in an urgent situation myself.
We're also desperate for money right now.
My family split apart because of that money,
and I even tried to commit suicide.
Just give me the money he pocketed.
Then I'll cancel the lawsuit.
He didn't pocket any money.
Please show him some mercy.
Do you think we don't know that this is all a scheme?
If he doesn't give us money,
he'll have to go to jail.
- Let's go. - My gosh.
Goodness.
(Deposit)
This is not an option.
Don't give them this money.
You need to live with Joong Yi.
I would if I could.
But they're going to send you to jail.
I can earn money again.
I'd tell you to do that if you were healthy.
Where did you get all this money?
- I had it saved up. - Be honest.
- I borrowed it. - Who'd lend you money?
- I got a loan. - With what as collateral?
Be honest with me.
Where did you get this money?
Is this from your cancer insurance?
That was just a guess.
Is it really from your cancer insurance?
How much did you get?
70,000 dollars.
You gave me 30,000 dollars.
What happened to the rest?
I used some to pay for the deposit for this room.
I paid off Jin Sang and Hwa Sang's debt.
And I left some of it for Wae Sang...
- so he could get a room. - What happened to that?
Jin Sang spent it all on gambling.
This is driving me crazy.
Is that how you could afford to buy me...
sweet and sour pork...
and pay for the trip that you were...
planning to go on with your siblings?
Yes.
You are unbelievable.
You were supposed...
to use that money to treat your cancer.
Why would you spend it on something else?
I'd beat you to a pulp if you weren't a patient.
I'm going to give this to the creditors.
So take care of Joong Yi until she goes to college.
No, you can't give them this money.
This is all we have left.
You need this money to get by.
You should stay alive...
and take care of me and Joong Yi instead.
Do you understand?
Honey.
Boon Sil.
Did you hear?
- Hear what? - That your son's sick.
Poong Sang has cancer. He's about to die.
- Didn't you know? - Cancer?
Yes.
He has liver cancer.
Why would he get cancer? He's still so young.
Imagine how stressed he must've been...
because of you to have gotten cancer...
when he's only 47.
He should've been careful. He's just like his dad.
You're his mother.
Is that the best you can say?
They have good medicine these days,
so he'll probably recover.
You rude little wench. You gave birth to him.
Is that really all you can say?
What do you want me to say?
I'm not a doctor.
Then give him your liver.
He can live as long as he gets...
- a new liver. - What?
Jin Sang and Hwa Sang both left without even...
giving him their livers, so I'm glad you're here.
- Let's go. - What are you doing?
He became ill because of you,
so you should be the one to take responsibility.
Yes, that's right. You should donate your liver.
Okay? If you don't, the skies will punish you.
Gosh, are you crazy?
You should pay for your sins.
If you can't give him your liver,
then at least pay for his hospital fee.
Do you know how expensive the surgery costs?
Let me go! You wench!
Help!
Is anybody there?
Follow me.
Did you call to check if I'm still alive?
Yes.
You don't fight with Joong Yi, right?
She's the master of the household.
Dad, by the way...
By any chance, do you have any money?
I have no money.
Are you trying to make me help him out financially?
This is just absurd.
Ask his siblings to take care of him.
Come home right now!
Hey.
I know friends shouldn't ask each other...
for stuff like this.
But the thing is, I'm really urgent.
Can you lend me money?
About 3,000 dollars. I need it for 3 months.
Okay, thank you.
I'll never forget this.
I'll pay you back no matter what.
Hello?
We found him.
Really?
Where is he?
Cheers.
Look who's here.
Please leave the room.
Stay outside.
What do you need to say...
to a gangster like me?
I heard you ran away from home.
Why would you fight with your brother and leave...
just because of a woman?
And look at yourself.
You promised me...
that you'll never work as a gangster.
This is who I am.
- I already told you that. - This is not who you are.
I don't even know who my dad is.
My mom was a mistress.
Don't think you're the only one with a scar.
Everyone has hurtful memories.
They're just different in depth.
Parents can be well-off or poor.
But it's a different story...
when you don't even know who your parents are.
Do you know how it feels to not know...
who you really are?
You should leave.
Your brother came to see me.
He came looking for you.
The entire family is looking for you.
What family?
I don't have a family.
Don't tell anyone that you saw me.
I ask of you.
Hey.
Take her home.
Wait. Wait a second. We need to talk.
I missed you, Wae Sang!
It must be tough.
It must be lonely.
The house suddenly feels empty.
You probably feel lost,
not sure where to go next.
It seems like they all have left you.
"Why did I get liver cancer?"
I'm sure you're getting all kinds of thoughts.
I guess my memories were all wrong.
I had no idea that's how they thought.
I really had no idea how deeply hurt...
they were.
Why didn't you tell your siblings...
when you were diagnosed with liver cancer?
When I heard that...
a liver transplant is my only chance,
I went to the river where I scattered Dad's remains.
I just sat there...
in the white snow.
It was probably the same reason as my dad.
You're different from your dad who felt...
too sorry to ask you for your liver.
You fed them, clothed them,
and were a parent to your siblings.
You gave them everything you had...
when you weren't even their parent.
You're an empty shell. You're worth it.
Come to think about it,
I might have brought my siblings up...
for my sake,
to find the peace of my heart.
Just as how you love someone for your own sake.
I guess that's it.
It makes no sense to ask them...
to pay me back for what I did.
Like my siblings said,
I have a feeling that I might have...
abused them and hurt them.
I can't trust my memory anymore.
At first, I blamed them and hated them.
But when I put myself in their position,
I guess they could have felt that way.
You don't have to be in their position.
Don't think of how they feel.
You should just think about your life.
If you hate them, hate them.
If you can't forgive them, then don't.
For now, just think about yourself.
It's good for your liver.
Just three dollars.
- You were home. - Hello.
I made some kalguksu with Manila clams.
Manila clams are good for your liver.
I'm sorry to always make you cook for us.
- What is that? - Oriental raisin tea.
Eat everything that is good for your liver.
I'm sure one of them will work.
Where's Boon Sil?
She went to get some groceries.
Hasn't your mother reached out yet?
Yes.
I told her that you were ill.
Why did you do that? That's unnecessary.
To give you her liver...
or some money at the least.
I don't need that.
I won't take it from her.
Even if I die right now,
I will never take it from her.
Why not? If she's a match, you should take it.
What did she say?
I wanted to drag her to get tested,
then she got really scared,
bit me, and ran away.
- Goodness. - Don't do that again.
I don't want to live at the expense of...
taking her liver.
Well, figures. She isn't someone who would do that.
She would cut him off completely,
scared that he'll ask her for liver or money.
If anyone was to be sick, why couldn't it be her?
Why did fate bring this to a nice guy like him?
What is that?
- Is that mine? - Yes.
I bought it because it was pretty. Try it on.
This is spring color.
You look great, honey.
Do you like it?
You probably don't even have enough money.
I have my secret fund.
They say fine clothes make a man.
You look handsome.
I used to be the hot guy when I was young.
This is why we shouldn't make empty compliments.
Don't save it and wear it often.
You can't wear that when it gets hotter.
It's soft and warm.
It must've been expensive.
It was on sale because winter is gone.
You never got to wear anything like that.
There isn't much to life. Why didn't you do that?
Are you letting me enjoy this...
before I die?
Be careful with what you say. Knock on wood.
Knock, knock, knock.
Will I be able...
to put this shirt...
back on me...
next year?
Hello?
Yes, this is Lee Poong Sang's phone.
Really?
Thank you. We'll be there right now.
- Honey. Poong Sang. - What?
Yes, what?
You can live now.
There is a donor.
What?
Who is it?
(What's Wrong, Poongsang?)
I don't want to be there with holes...
and valves all over my body,
waiting to die.
You won't die.
I am sorry.
I am sorry that I hurt you...
deeply in your heart.
Please let me choose...
how I will die.
Poong Sang!